it is what it is -

Heeey,

Jeeez it's been a while, well i guess everythings still the same. Well not everything. I have a lot going on in my life but everything just appears as a blur to me at the momment i'm just not really sure of... well.. anything. See last year at my school i was a no body, i hung out with people that wern't popular, didn't get asked out, didn't wear make up and stuff. This year im "popular" you might say but not becausee of any reason other than i hang out with people that really aren't my true friends. I'm just with them to be cool. But i don't wanna be that person anymoree. I just wanna go back to being me with my real friends and my real attitude but it's too late now im stuck like this. Im sick of hanging out weith people who think its cool to cuss there brains out people who think its cool to do stupid things im just sick of it, sick of it all and i just dont know what to think anymroe. Im sick of it sick of it all. HOWEVER, i am so releived to say that this is my last year at my reatarded school it's my last year here in Whore Ville < ----where I livee :P . I'm moving in the summer and will be going to a new school with new people question: new attitude? answer: YES! I am going to be extra careful on choosing my friends and i will not base my choice on there social status but on who they are as people hopefully when i move im not just " the new girl" but the new girl who wont classify people by anything but who they are us people. But i got like 4 or 5 more months in hell ville so.. gfor now peacee out and i really have to think about some stuff. Hopefully i will keep my blog more consistant now.

xoxo,
miss.blondie ( L )